I’m so disappointed….

Posted June 1, 2008 * Comments(1)
File under: Weight Loss

I’m so disappointed in myself. I keep saying I’m going to do it, I’m going to lose the weight and keep it off. Now I have quit smoking and went totally out of control! I have gained 20 lbs in the past month. I have quit loggin on here cause I’m so ashamed. I know I have no one to blame but myself! I need motivation and support. I feel like I have neither one. I try to keep junk food out of my house but my bf keeps bringing it in. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m so tired of being fat!

Ok ok

Posted January 23, 2008 * Comments(1)
File under: Weight Loss

I got off to a late start, even after pumping myself up with my last blog. But Monday I put myself on track and started exercising again. I have to admit, I do feel better. I have more energy just after 2 days of working out. Now I’m wondering, why did I ever stop in the first place? I hope to start seeing results by the end of the month… even if it is just a couple of pounds. That would be a couple of pounds that I can say goodbye to, and get closer to my goal.

 I hope everyone is having great success with their goals for the New Year! I wish you all the best!

The end to another year

Posted December 24, 2007 * Comments(2)
File under: Weight Loss

Every year I make the same resolution to drop the weight, and every year I fail. This year I am hoping things will be different. I am going to make mini goals for myself each month. I hope to drop at least 5 lbs a month. If I succeed great! If I do better Awesome! If I don’t meet the goal, I will buckle down and do better next month.

My current weight is 247.8. I know that is still a high weight, but I have to admit that I am happier being this weight since my highest was 315. I have no idea what I want my ultimate goal to be since I have always been overweight, I have no clue as to what I would look like at a smaller size. Besides the 5 lbs I want to lose to Jan. My first mini goal is to reach 230 lbs. I can never remember being 230 lbs. 

Where I work offers a gym for the employees to use that I plan to take advantage of. Plus I have numerous exercise videos. So in other words I AM GOING TO STOP MAKING EXCUSES! I want this weight off once and for all! 

I hope to make plenty of friends to share my journey with along the way.